End Of An Era

Today i met with C-Mac. Haven't seen him in months and it's time to wrap up the contract. It was nice to see him... If not bittersweet on a couple levels. 

The first level is feeling like i'm leaving a friend. Or at least taking some of his bullets away. In either case, that's never a good feeling. 

The other level, which ain't nearly as bittersweet, is that this marks the next-to-last thing i'm doing for the solar industry as an insider. My NABCEP meeting on Friday will be the last... Or at least i hope it's the last. I don't give a fuck about the company C-Mac works for. Or any number of others out there. My work for them was way more about the cause than anything else. I do give a fuck about NABCEP, though.

The next thirty days should be interesting. Knowing that i've wrapped up my work with solar... And preparing to move on with an entirely new life. Not all that unrelated to the reasons behind my involvement with solar, actually. But entirely new anyway.

i think the thing i'm gonna miss the most about solar is RE-Wrenches. i guess that's actually gonna be the last thing in solar as an insider. Posting to the Wrench list. i have three nearly-finished posts that i've been sitting on for awhile, and i'm gonna finish them, post them, and unsubscribe. They are important posts from a technical psychovoltaic perspective. And they need to be posted. So i'll post them. Then quit. For good.

Yeah. The bittersweet reality of this era - which has meant so much in my life - coming to an end.